tears drop

when I opened it and I saw, something so hurts my eyes . It feels sorry. and suddenly I feel I'm underground. I tried to laugh but nobody knows what I feel inside. I'M FAILED. when I told my dad , I tried not to drop my tears. My dad understood me , he said my be this is not the best for me, there are many other way. but I know dad, I DISAPPOINT you... especially my mom :___( 

so should I stop here ? what can I give them if I give up.

Ya Allah, I know You have another better plans for me..

Please let me draw a big smile on my parents face

Help me to make them proud ya Allah..

it's so hurt when I disappoint them

I promise I will never stop here , because of this fail. I will keep try to do my best

help me ya Allah

I'm sure there are a better destiny You have made for me 

thanks God for everything...